Will It Happen and When ??

Will it happen?

AND

When? Are two questions, i have been asking myself about my mother.

In the last 18 - 24 months she has had 2 lumps both in her breast.Fortunately they have not been cancer. But the most recent lump was found this year and back on 09/02/09 she was called into to Hospital to have it drained.

It worries me as it's the second lump in 18-24 months and i worry that there will be more to come and that the next one will be cancer.

Most ppl in Rachelle's world have said don't worry about it and that they have gone and it's fine now. But is it ? Crystal balls aside, noone really knows what is ahead!

I appreciate that my bf and friends care and don't want me to worry, as i think i worry to the nth degree. But it's difficult,ya know.

Especially as my relationship with my mother has been anything other than easy or good,for a long time in fact around 11 years. However the last 2-3yrs it has improved greatly and my fear selfish or not, is that Cancer will come between us...

Anyway i won't dwell, i am just so glad that the lumps haven't been Cancer. I feel better knowing that i have let the above out of my head.

Bright As A Button !

I have a love for shiny and glittery things but did I mention my love for buttons ? Well i do love them,practical yet pretty as well.I wear buttons on my clothes and shoes and now thanks to Kirsty I can wear them in my hair ! The button bobby pins came from PaperFish

I am hoping Kirsty will makes some more in different colours ! Continuing the button theme, i also brought some buttons from Kirty's other store on Etsy, BigFish The buttons are going to be put on the outside of my sewing box...once i have it.



(The above photos were taken from the original listings on Etsy.)

My New Specs !

As promised....


So what do you think ?

Eye test my hearties argh !

So I went for my first eye test in seven years and it went ok. I still have to wear glasses,which I expected.. so no surprises there !

I spend ages trying on what felt like,every pair of glasses for women that specsavers had.Eventually I settled on 2 pairs.

I think my fave part of the whole appointment,was my blind spot test,purely because i got to wear an eye patch ;)

Specs pics to follow !

Sorry Mummy

Oh Mummy. I'm so sorry, you have had to go through it all again.